I don’t want to love your mind, I want to love your actions

I don’t want to see your eyes, I want to see the details behind them

I don’t want to hold your hand, I want to take it, and lead you to our future 

I don’t want to babysit kids, I want to have them with you

I don’t want to fuck your mind, I want to fuck your body

I don’t want to yell and scream with you, I want to laugh and cry with you

I don’t want to lie to you, I want to lie next to you

I don’t want to tell you you’re sexy, I want to tell you you’re gorgeous 

I don’t want to take you out to eat every night, I want to cook for you

I don’t want to see you go, I want to see you at the alter 

I don’t want to love you, I want to fall in love with you 

-colbycai 

Is that too much to ask for. fuck. 

Of the fucking mind games. The heart ache. The lies. If you love someone, you love them. Don’t fucking get off on hurting them, or confusing the hell out of them. If you want them, let them know. Don’t have them running around in circles for something that won’t even happen at the end of the day.

Who I can show off to the world, because I’m proud of her. One where, just simply seeing her smile makes my worst days.. into my best. A girl who I can hold all night and let her know I’m not going anywhere, that she’s safe with me. One who looks better in my clothes than I do. A girl that will txt me 5 minutes after leaving my house and say “I miss you babe”. One that I trust, because I knew if she hurt me.. it’d hurt her a hundred times more. One I can be a total goof ball with because I’m comfy around her. One where I can cook horrible meals.. and she’d be happy just that I tried. In the end I mean.. I want one I can see a future with.. and better yet.. she sees one back. I want a girl to fall in love with. and be in love with.. forever.